a random blip in endless time

this is not the beginning, nor the end of anything. i've always wanted to do something, some writing and this is just that. me, putting out stuff.

life's crazy. everybody says that, but then again, life's crazy. maybe it is not life, it is us, humans. we are funny beings. always unsure of what we want. the purest example of which is a kid who goes to a fair and wants everything it sees. as we mature we seem to get rid of that habit, but then that is what we are. we need money, fame, prestige, and the list goes on. but we are not exactly sure of what we want.

one of the greatest achievement a human can do in his/her life is, i believe, to figure out, what he/she wants. an anecdote i read sometime ago comes to my mind. i think it was osho or krishnamurthy who said this. he said something like: only a sick man knows exactly what he wants. this is just brilliant. and i think you need to be really sick.

one of the things which we, including me desperately need is to figure out what we want in life. we need to find that one thing which we need and pursue it. all other things are secondary, things which are not needed.

my brain is just chaos. it's just filled with a million fucking crazy thoughts starting from making money to travelling in a yacht.

i love this guy naval ravikanth. the reason i love that guy is because he is good quality spirituality filled with an understanding of the fact that we are human. he says that we need to learn to be content with what we have and all but then says, but first let's get you rich so you understand that being rich is not the solution. i mean that's the whole point of life right? us figuring out what works for us?

look at the thoughts above, it is just a scattered version of screaming stuff with no order. i started saying something and ended with something else altogether and there is no moral.

this blog is just that, a random blip. infinitydiluted