articulation

great writing is just articulating stuff. it's weird that i cannot articulate anything. let's look at my day. started with going for a walk because some random book writer decided that going for walks are good and apparently all the great people in the world such as Newton, the American  president who stopped slavery, the guy who wrote a lot of books on psychology, and all went for walks.

me being the person who want to be like Newton, or an American president or the guy who wrote on psychology decided it was time to go for  a walk and guess what it resulted in. migraine. severe migraine.

maybe the migraine wasn't due to the walk. need to take a walk tomorrow too so that i can discover if migraines are side effects of walking or if they decide to visit randomly when you have plans to build a perfect day.

so now i started the day with a severe migraine and decided to sleep to see if it will go. i slept till 11 am, and after a force fed breakfast of toasted bread and a side of butter, i  found sleeping to be the better option. so i slept again. till it was 3pm and my wife decided it was time for me to have lunch. it seems that my wife is running a lot of things in this house and i am just catering to her wishes. again i guess we need more data. let's see if i get to set the time to have breakfast and lunch tomorrow.

anyway after lunch i went to sleep again, because migraine, and woke up at around 5 feeling a bit better. i had some tea. and decided to help my wife do some accounting. once i started doing accounting, i realized something else, i had body pain. that might have been due to all the sleep i was doing or might be due to the fact i had a fever.

i love getting fevers. i don't understand why people have all these tablets and make it go away. maybe it's not i love fevers, i love all the attention and care i get when i have a fever. all i have to do for water is to lie on my bed and message my wife and voila, warm water. want noodles, again, just text her. if it was a normal day i would have had to hear 'but you just had lunch', but if you have fever, whatever you want, you get. in retrospect, almost whatever.

but then again, you'll feel cold and sick and your wife will come cuddle with you and kiss you and take care of you like you are a 2 year old toddler. i don't get why kids complain when they're showered with love. maybe they are getting too much of it to know what it feels like not to have it. life's funny, you never appreciate all the things you have. i think i should start being more thankful.

back to our day, now i have a fever, and had medicines and slept. i was cold and she snuggled with me until i was warm and i slept of.

now my wife has some stuff to do, and i have decided i no longer have fever, and it was just, i don't know, an attempt at coaxing some extra love out of her. now i am writing this on my computer while my wife is asking me 'don't you have fever', and me replying 'yeah but my body is aching too much from all the sleep'.